Heritage Letters: First Letter for my Daughters

Dearest Daughters,

Every month I make a trip to the attic in our home and add all the letters I’ve written you both for the past month to your individual chests. A ritual I’ve maintained since you both were tiny little souls.Yesterday I made my way up there with a fistful of written memories, moments and words captured in letter form for the both of you and marveled at the vast number of letters I’ve written you both in the past 16 years.

I pat my own back for having the foresight to start such a endeavor so long ago. Each letter was sealed the day I wrote it, whether it was last week, or 10 years ago, the only hint of internal content I’ve ever provided was your name, and the date on the outside envelope.

I have no idea when I’ll give the two of you these pieces of your past. Perhaps when you turn 18……….maybe when your 25………I’ve always imagined I’ll “know” the right time.

Above all, I feel like, and I hope you will see it as such, that those hundreds of letters and the written journey I’m about to embark on, will be the greatest gift I’ll ever be able to give the both of you.

Until now, I’ve always written individual handwritten letters to each of you. As the clock towers of life persist at a perpetual movement, I have something else to say, something to say to both of you, which brings me to my purpose in this typewritten form. (which will probably resemble a novel by the time I’m done)

This will not be about the both of you, but about me…………and what I’ve learned, what I know, and who I am. I also think this will be a course in explanation of the way I’ve raised the both of you, I know I haven’t stayed within conventional lines all these years when it comes to parenting and I want to explain that for you~~

And of course, as your Mother, I take the liberty of heaping my view of life in your direction and as always, as I’ve raised you……..I expect you to consider my words, but not accept them as final truth. You must design your own conclusions in this world~~~~~~~~~~~Loving You Everyday~~~~~~~~~~

Mother